It's all part of the story of your managerial career. Without some lows how can you possibly enjoy the highs? Overcoming adversity is what makes the game worthwhile.
I'm so glad that i'm not an expert at the game, my worst nightmare would be to just steamroll through it and win everything.
Like myself, it seems like you find the game challenging. There are many on this forum who would give anything for that to be their experience.